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The final blow hit so low
I’m still on the ground.

I couldn’t have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Supernatural love conquers all
‘Member we used to touch the sky

Angels Cry - Mariah Carey ft. Ne-Yo

Day Forty. Success! Janelle and I managed to go to all the primary schools, she just needs to go back to a few tomorrow. One of the schools on the list was my primary school. It was a strange feeling to go back. So much is changing! I didn’t want to cause any sus ideas by taking photos in a place full of little kiddies, so here is a dodgy photo of what I know to be Area 2. That black thing on the bathroom wall is not grafitti, but infact, Kate Richie’s signature, HAHA. The school is so glad to claim her.The office ladies didn’t recognize me, even though they’re both my mum’s friends. I even saw one about two months ago. Primary school reunion?!

Day Forty.

Success! Janelle and I managed to go to all the primary schools, she just needs to go back to a few tomorrow.

One of the schools on the list was my primary school. It was a strange feeling to go back. So much is changing! I didn’t want to cause any sus ideas by taking photos in a place full of little kiddies, so here is a dodgy photo of what I know to be Area 2. That black thing on the bathroom wall is not grafitti, but infact, Kate Richie’s signature, HAHA. The school is so glad to claim her.
The office ladies didn’t recognize me, even though they’re both my mum’s friends. I even saw one about two months ago.

Primary school reunion?!

Fail whale!

2/9/2010 4:41:06 PM
my mu said i would have to drive ute
2/9/2010 4:41:12 PM
i dont friggen want my p’s if i have to drive it

4:42PM
Alex backs ute out of driveway into car driving past


…
I swear that stupid ute is cursed..
There’s so much glass! All Alex had to say about it was he’s glad the driver didn’t have road rage, he would’ve been beaten to a pulp, haha.

My mum is so stressed about it, because it’s technically his fault. I bet my dad will be angry when he comes home.
The dumbass has already lost his licence and then lost the right to drive to school (by his school) in the past month, but I’ll admit that this incident is really bad luck. Anyone who has been to my house would’ve seen this van that’s always parked on the side of the road, and it’s a really bad blind spot.

Putting on a show.

Ergh. I get so bored so early into the night. I don’t know what I do all day on the computer to manage to make it to this time, but it’s always around now that it all slows down and restlessness hits.
When you leave.

You picked me up and you swung me around and you kept saying it over and over again. You were so happy and I was so happy, and you didn’t care what anyone thought.

I realised that I had my first meal in three days today. I’m losing track of everything.

Going to use my mp3 for the first time in a year. Time for playlists and loud music in bed. Feeling emotional.

"There’s someone in her past that she hasn’t gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and she misses what she can’t forget. It’s just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she’s lost the key. No one enters, but no one leaves."
— (via:eletheowl)
Lychee.

Oh no! I didn’t want my amount of posts “liked” to surpass the amount of posts I’ve made. With this post, it will be tied at 866 each.

I went out with Janelle for about two hours today. Our original intention was to go to 13 primary schools in our area and see if they’d advertise Janelle’s budo company. After 3 schools, it had been pointed out that the advertisement wasn’t appropriate in terms of the schools policies, so we are trying again tomorrow with a new advertisement! Janelle does all the talking, I’m really just there for support, haha.
We ended up going to Trade Secret, Discount Chemist and Hungry Jacks. We managed to spend $10 each. We do that to each other.
Apart from HJ’s, all I bought today was a Lychee Rimmel Jelly Tints Lip Balm which I’m wearing right now. MMMM!

I’ve been having really vivid dreams lately. Not unusual really, but when I wake up, I can remember alot more than normal and they bring on really intense feelings. Luckily, it was immense feelings of happiness this morning. Realising it wasn’t real brought that feeling down a fair bit, but I can make half of it happen. Hopefully. :)

I want to blog proper posts more often, but I never know what to write about. The main points of my day I usually just include in the Project 365 post. Apart from that, I just reblog what I relate to and what I like. I feel my Tumblr to be sort of an open, semi-personal journal. It’s alot easier for a lazybones like me than printing photos, drawing and writing down quotes and entries.

I’ve been waiting on a call from Mossimo all day regarding my Good Vibes tickets, as well as my staff information pack from Good Vibes. The information pack just arrived, so I’ll go read that now! Guess I may as well give up on the call for today. GRR.

Day Thirty Nine. My new makeup bag arrived in the mail today! I love getting mail; it makes me feel special. :3 I went to help Janelle out with the primary school newsletter thing today. This time we ended up at Trade Secret, haha. I then had some surprise (sorta) visitors for an hour or so. Guess it’s a good thing I bothered to clean up a bit. I really need to make a better habit of that. Cynthia, Tammy and Jenny made me realise my bird is missing. Will ask parents about that later..

Day Thirty Nine.

My new makeup bag arrived in the mail today! I love getting mail; it makes me feel special. :3

I went to help Janelle out with the primary school newsletter thing today. This time we ended up at Trade Secret, haha. I then had some surprise (sorta) visitors for an hour or so. Guess it’s a good thing I bothered to clean up a bit. I really need to make a better habit of that.

Cynthia, Tammy and Jenny made me realise my bird is missing. Will ask parents about that later..

The thing is

sailormars:

When you love someone you don’t give a fuck what anyone else thinks, you may listen to what they say but in reality it makes no difference to you. If you thought someone else could make you feel this way you’d be with them already. You don’t give up, you don’t just stop loving them no matter what and even if you try move on , if they call you’ll go running cause it gives you thrills to be wanted by the one you want the most. There is no secret cure for real love. Good or bad. When you 100% fall for someone then that’s it, you’re theirs the most you can hope for is that they are yours too.

Day Thirty Eight. This girl never ceases to send me the right messages at the right times. Isn’t she hilarious? :D I told my parents my university decisions today. They’re fine with it. :)

Day Thirty Eight.

This girl never ceases to send me the right messages at the right times. Isn’t she hilarious? :D

I told my parents my university decisions today. They’re fine with it. :)

"Did you ever put your arms out and spin and spin and spin really really fast? Well, that’s what love feels like."
— Practical Magic (via:kari-shma:quote-book)
What hurts us are not the words of enemies but the silence of friends.

(via:ba—xy)

(via:ache) I fear change so very much! But I’ll keep on keeping it in my own little fishie purse ;)

(via:ache)

I fear change so very much! But I’ll keep on keeping it in my own little fishie purse ;)

Eww, driving.

Timetable seems to be as follows -

Monday

11.30-1.30 MGMT110 Lec
1.30-2.30 MGMT110 Tut
2.30-3.30 Break
3.30-5.30 JAPA161 Sem A

Tuesday

10.30-12.30 MGMT102 Tut
12.30-2.30 JAPA161 Sem A
2.30-3.30 MARK101 Tut

Wednesday

1.30-3.30 MARK101 Lec

Thursday

8.30-10.30 MGMT102 Lec

But there’s plenty I can change around. Only just realised just how much driving will be a biiitch. I don’t want to drive by myself because I’m scared of not finding parking and then crying, or getting lost and then crying, or breaking down and then crying, all followed by giving up and going home.

Janelle do you realise you have a 7 hour straight block on tuesday?! And you say 5 hours is bad :P I’ll just talk to you more about it if I see you on Monday. University is already stressing me out way too much.


Day Thirty Seven. Any guesses to what today’s to-do task was? It’s now 5pm, so I think I can give up on that for today. Perhaps in the early hours of tomorrow morning instead. Spent most of the day in bed.

Day Thirty Seven.

Any guesses to what today’s to-do task was? It’s now 5pm, so I think I can give up on that for today. Perhaps in the early hours of tomorrow morning instead.

Spent most of the day in bed.

"You’ve ruined it. You don’t want anyone to care. I could be dead in a second. Everything’s so fragile. Didn’t you realise that? We were special."
— Emily (Skins S04E02)
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