It’s cruel to ask me to accept something like that when you know how much it’s messed with my life and continues to do so. So please don’t get so cold when it makes me upset. I just care about you alot. Of course I don’t understand knowing you had fun without before, and of course I feel inferior when it always seems so much more important to you. Coming second to something like that? You don’t know how pathetic that feels.
Storytime
♥ Hi, I'm Alysse.
19. Australia. Craving cuddles and cake.
No longer a student. Hoping soon to be.
Wishing I had kept practising Japanese.
哀しみの向こう岸に
微笑みがあるというよ
一緒に行きましょう。
If I walk away and just let you leave,
you'll be stuck in my head like a melody.
★
Meta
Why ask?
You’re all dumb. You always say not to believe anything he says, yet you believe something stupid like that and go around spreading it.
Stay out of my life, stay out of our business, and find something better to bother with.
And yes, fuck you, and you too.
Reblogged from lisur"Good going kid, you’ve got a bad control over her.
Something even she herself can’t even control,
and all she wants to do is to pour her feelings out but
that seems so hard to do because she’s afraid you’ll
be like every other guy. Disregard and brush her off,
and try to change the subject, which hurts a bit more
than rejection. She’s so strong but once the topic comes to you,
a simple thing can break her down. You can leave her in tears
and stand there wondering what you did because that’s how
much she’s into you. You’re like her addiction running through her veins,
the bad habit she can’t seem to break. And she’d do anything to get
over you, because if she could, she would have already done so."
Something even she herself can’t even control,
and all she wants to do is to pour her feelings out but
that seems so hard to do because she’s afraid you’ll
be like every other guy. Disregard and brush her off,
and try to change the subject, which hurts a bit more
than rejection. She’s so strong but once the topic comes to you,
a simple thing can break her down. You can leave her in tears
and stand there wondering what you did because that’s how
much she’s into you. You’re like her addiction running through her veins,
the bad habit she can’t seem to break. And she’d do anything to get
over you, because if she could, she would have already done so."
— (via:lisur)
Reblogged from gatekeeper"When you talk to me,
I swear the whole world stops.
"
— Charlie Brown (via:gatekeeper)
Beating Faster.
Yum Cha tomorrow, FINALLY! :D
Craving so badly.
I’m really getting in to Reaper. Sock is funny.
Why do they cancel the shows I like?
Today I made chocolate cake.
I slept in but mum still took me to the sale.
I wrapped presents.
I’m going to look noob compared to Joelene the professional wrappers wrapping.
I’m excited about seeing Elton tomorrow so I’m not at all sleepy.
Hopefully going to check out Brands On Sale on Saturday with Abarna and Janelle.
These are my thoughts and doings of today.
Hehe, I love making these! Perhaps Tenneal remembers them. Candles for my friends :)
Reblogged from fuckyeahhappy
Reblogged from fuckyeahbigbangtheory
“OH, GOD, NOT EUCLID AVENUE!!!!”
-The Big Bang Theory, 2 x 5 - The Euclid Alternative
LOL, first thing to make me laugh since waking from (unintended) long nap.
"And can I be a friend?
We’ll forget the past but maybe I’m not able
And I break at the bend.
We’re here and now, but will we ever be again?
Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again."
We’ll forget the past but maybe I’m not able
And I break at the bend.
We’re here and now, but will we ever be again?
Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again."
— Fuel - Shimmer
Too far away for me to hold.
This morning I was so happy. I went shopping with Janelle and I bought more Christmas presents. I think it’s because I’m miserable at most myself that giving gifts to others and seeing that they can be happy makes me feel warmer inside.
Janelle and I caught up which was good. When she headed off to work I met up with my mum and ended up shopping until 4pm. Fairly successful. She’s taking me to Target first thing in the morning to get a few things that go on sale tomorrow, so I couldn’t get them today. I think she’s happy to take me shopping so much because she knows my money is getting put towards presents for others rather than shit that gets me into trouble like certain other family members.
So yeah, today I was really happy. Was.
My emotions have been everywhere lately. Crying as much as I was 3 months ago and just getting upset over the tiniest of things. I really hate it. I hate myself for hurting this much, but that doesn’t even make sense.
I tend to go out and enjoy myself, but within an hour of coming home I’m always really depressed. I’ve noticed it every single time I go out, not just some times. Elton points it out too.
I still really just don’t know what to do. You’d think - new year, new start. But I don’t want that. I don’t want the new year to come because I’m scared of what it’ll bring.
Reblogged from sailormars
Re:Shipwreck in my heart.
You make me laugh so much Alysse, i think you wrote this because you noticed she added me on facebook, You know the thing i wonder is.. How come she still looks like the same loser 12 year old from primary school? she doesnt look any different.. at all.
You know what Tenneal? I actually didn’t notice she added you on facebook. After I wrote it I was like, here’s a crazy thought - maybe she has facebook. Then I went and looked and saw two mutual friends.. I laughed when I saw you were one.
And Tenneal, I do not know.
I do not know.
"As I wait here in the silence I hear my steady heart beat,
I don’t see why you can’t be with me."
I don’t see why you can’t be with me."
— (via:lisur)
Reblogged from staree
(via:staree)
NOMNOMNOM
